Mea culpa, mea culpa, it’s been a long time since I last posted anything, well over a year, and much has happened since then. It’s not that I have been idle — far from it.
After making my point last year about the hierarchical structure of the Green Party of Canada under Elizabeth May, I turned away from the viciousness of internal party politics to return to grassroots environmental and social justice activism.
I had previously set up the Vancouver Island Social Housing Residents Association (VISHRA) to fight for the rights of people living in subsidised housing, and built my first Drupal site for it.
Drupal is very powerful but not easy manage, and we had no end of problems getting it to work the way we wanted. Eventually, we learned of a work-around kludge, but finding it took so much of our time that the site still is not as advanced as we would like.
I then spent almost six months trying to bring some sense to the local Capital Region District (CRD) over its regional sewage plan. This entailed making presentations to a committee of local politicians, the overwhelming majority of whom apparently were deaf, or at least in my view, lacked intelligent reasoning ability.
September to December of 2010 were spent researching community media at the Centre for a Co-operative and Community-Based Economy (what a mouthful!) at the University of Victoria. During this time I discovered for myself the degree of corporate bias and concentration of ownership of Canadian media.
This lead to my third Drupal web site, which I called Community Media Canada. I’m still not sure what to do with this.
Now that’s over, I’m wondering what to do next. Return to blogging about politics with greenpolitics.ca, or even revive Majority Coalition Canada? Carry on with Dandelion Times? Or do what I’ve been so long promising myself to do, which is to focus on the spiritual side of politics with Lovers Of Life?
I held off blogging during the recent Canadian federal election as I wasn’t quite ready, but now that’s over, maybe it’s time to begin. But begin what? That’s the question.
I do have several projects on the go. One involves using Hype, an HTML5 animation constructor, to build a new front page to my WordPress portfolio. Another task I have is to move years of financial data from Quicken to Money, a piece of Lion-ready software I’ve just purchased from Apple’s App Store.
But my enthusiasm has gone. Maybe it’s part of the aging process, but I can’t drum up the conviction that anything is worth doing, both in the broader scheme of things and for myself. I’ve stopped believing that I can “make a difference,” as the optimists put it.
Perhaps I’m just burned out after decades of knocking-my-head-against-the-wall activism, with only occasional victories to show for it, most of which later get swept aside by the inexorable progress of the Industrial Machine. We-Tilt-At-Windmills-R-Us seems to have been my motto these past decades. It’s time to stop.
Attending to health
Certainly, my health has suffered and needs repairing. Last year, I started catching up on years of dental neglect, and earlier this year finished it off, although you never quite catch up to the state the teeth would have been had they not been neglected so long.
But thanks to the reduced charges offered and excellent attention by the Cool Aid Dental Clinic in downtown Victoria, the toxic load of silently-festering dental caries has been reduced, and my immune system is breathing a sigh of relief and thanking me for it. And the morning meditations have enabled me to work on the early buried traumas with their associated areas of deeply-held tensions, which I’m slowly letting go.
Dental neglect is one of the major vicissitudes of poverty. I don’t know why dentistry was not included in Canada’s medicare, but I’m sure the dentists fought hard against that. Offering free dentistry to homeless and low-income people and families would be the most productive step towards ending poverty.
I seem to be into a period of healing, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. That’s what the astrologers are telling me, and they’re very good at reporting the cosmic weather, so I pay attention to the best of them that I can access online. I’ll just have to be patient — but patience is something that takes a long time to learn.